The Shortest Forever

I've never felt pain like this before.
I feel nauseous, like I'm about to puke up and be a skinny beautiful girl that you can love again. I feel like you stabbed me in the heart and twisted the knife. I feel like someone's been slicing my brain in half, slowly. I'm obsessively checking my phone, and I don't know if you still love me or if we're even together anymore. I need you, but you want nothing at all to do with me. You want me to not hate myself, but you made me hate myself even more. You said you'd keep my heart safe, but it's broken now. You said you loved me, but where is that now? You won't even try to make me feel better. You said that you never want to hurt me, but you did. You hurt me like I never even thought you were capable of. You said that you'd love me forever.

That was the shortest forever. </3